I am so sorry for the wait and that I haven’t posted anything in the last month and a half. I was really busy with school and exams since I graduated this year. But now I have free time so you will see me more often, hopefully 🙂
So I promised to translated my last post so that you would know what it is about. It is about the guy I had a crush on and it is kind of my story, The essay or so, was a homework for school. Yeap. I hope you enjoy reading it.
Do not steal
You. What are you doing? No! I am talking about the thing you stole from the shop because I know you didn’t do it. I’m not calling you a thief because of that little accident cause it never happened. She calls you a mugger with tears in her eyes. You, just like a real thief, stole something from her. You stole that girl’s heart and then you shattered it into million pieces. She only wanted to be with you. To love you. To be next to you. Nothing bad, right? She was ready to do everything for you but not because she had chosen to give you everything. It was simply because you showed up on that “beautiful white horse” and gave her a shoulder to cry on. You saved her. Saved her not only from the cruel, cruel world that surrounded her but from herself as well. You helped her see herself for what she really was. And just like that you stole her most precious thing – her heart.
However, you didn’t stop there, right? It wasn’t enough to own this girl’s heart. You had to steal her thoughts, too. Yeah, since your heroic advent she stopped thinking. You took every single thought that girl had and replaced it with a fake one. That fake thought you planted in her brain was connected to you and what you have told her or what thing you have done. How you looked at this girl. How you touched her. How you pronounced her name. And this way, little by little, you stole all of her thoughts and replaced them with the empty space of an imaginary world, in which you were next to her and you were her most priceless gift.
And what? For you even that wasn’t enough. You wished to control her emotions. To be able to make this girl smile but to cry as well. To be happy and to get stressed easily, when you desired. To be able to make her feel confused. Here is what you did. You started to play with her. Little by little. Since you had already stolen her heart and thoughts she was ready to do everything for you. And when you played with her you told her how cute she is, how wonderful she is, how special she is. And in the next moment, out of the blue, you dumped her and ignored her. Repeated this pattern many… many times. You made her feel happy and in the same time used. So when her emotions were totally mixed up she started to have emotional breakdowns, because of you. Therefore, you have completed your task. You had stolen her emotions.
In the end, she didn’t have anything left to own. You have taken everything from her. Left her with one big nothing. That way, despite your beautiful appearance of a noble prince, your soul turned into an ugly shabbily dressed mugger. So you thought since you were that good-looking, she wasn’t good for you. And what was your solution to your problem. You left the poor wrecked girl and went to another, from whom you started stealing again in order to heal your soul. It is sad that you never understood that it is your own fault and you only can save your soul. The truth is that you just needed to do one simple thing… Do not steal! Just love…
Okay. That was it. I’ll be back soon with something more intruding or just a simple post… It depends. I should really stop blabbing. Sorry, guys xD
Bye for now!
P.S Aul (http://montairyus23.wordpress.com) I translated it mostly for you cause I promised xD Hope it is not too boring 🙂